The Church Of Spring Thomas

5/4/2007 - Musings

Sitting here, trying to blog...

I'm into White Russians thesedays. Kahlua, vodka and milk. Been a rum and Coke kinda guy forever, with an occasional foray into exotic mixed drinks too. But I splurged this week and bought myself the goods, and have been a Caucasian kinda drinker.

Now you'd think I'd be swilling the Black Russians instead, with a blog like this, LOL, but that's not for me.

Was chilling out at a bar on Wednesday night, watching Liz The Wonder Girlfriend shoot pool and dance badly, when we were treated to a classic girl-throws-druink-in-guy's-face show.

Jewish looking bitch with frizzy hair and those little tiny glasses tossed a mixed drink in some moron's puss. There was yelling and they were tossed pretty quick, but not before some light-hearted cheering went out from we denizens of Loserville.

I am trying to figure out a way to get Liz to talk with the short black frycook at this place. Suggestions anyone?

Those fix-a-flat spray cans don't work on ACTUAL automobile tires.

Discovered that little nugget this week, groan.....

Want to take a moment and comment, just for once, on Spring Thomas (and any IR internet princess, really) being under-rated for their actual BRAVERY in doing what they do.

Look, like it or not, we live in a time of hatred. There's a TON of self-righteous asshole hater groups out there, from the racial skinheads to the Bible thumping Christian fucks who must fucking HATE what Spring and her ilk do.

I mean yeah, sure, I just KNOW that some of them go home and check out the IR sites in the safety and comfort of their homes late at night. But with other folks, it's hate, hate, hate, and those whackos can be dangerous.

We smile and it's good theater for Spring to "play up" the in-your-KKK-face angle of black-fucking; but we gotta also remember how fucked up thsi world is too, and admire her for the brass balls she shows every fucking day.

"A person is smart. But people, in a group, are dumb, panicky, dangerous little animals...."

5/3/2007 - You Tube

I love YouTube.

It's just the sort of sick, addictive brain-candy that's at the root of this world's demise, and you sort of have to respect that, in a Jerry-Springer-Car-Crash-Watching sort of way.

When I'm not scanning the Internet for the next-new Interracial slut extraordinaire, I can usually be found chilling out at YouTube, watching vids of belly-exposing teenage gals, shaking their asses and giggling precociously with their pals as they shake their asses to R&B hiphop and such.

Sigh.

Life is grand.

I mean, do these sluts have ANY concept of shame? Thankfully not, it seems. Now, YouTube doesn't carry porno "exactly", you can still find some pretty racy "tease" shit out there, and when you boil it all the fuck down, isn't that what my fascination with IR porn really is?

A tease?

Lowest of the low; stroking off, watching grainy videos of slinky teen gals grinding their asses to music I can't understand.

Excuse me, while I go retrieve another jar of Vaseline….

5/3/2007 - Funnies......

5/1/2007 - The View....

Just read that tv's "The View" is looking for a replacement for Rosie O'Donnell.

Roseanne Barr is the frontrunner.

Ho hum...

Why not take a look at a REAL chick who would pack the viewership in?

Look, chubby Rosie has already proven that controversy sells. It's all about ratings, right? They're gonna look for another "shocker" type; an outspoken lady to speak her mind, ruffle feathers and whatever else, tune the fuck in.

Who's more controversial than our own beloved Spring Thomas?

Ok granted, Barbara Walters and that uptight bitch Hasselbeck might need an occasional EKG or on-site nurse if they signed Spring.

But talk about gripping television!

Or let's go one better.

Why not a BCS version of "The View"?

Spring Thomas.

Barbie Cummings.

Sophia. Lexi. Who knows who else, just sitting around a table sitting Red Bull and chatting about the stuff we're REALLY interested in.

Sex. Music. Movies. Sex. Violence. Sex.

Fuck man, I'd subscribe to that.

4/30/2007 - Article From Niggerworship.com

Every Black Male in North America desires sex with a White Female. The degree varies according to education and geographical location. The further North one travel, the greater likelihood of WF/BM unions. The North for 200 years has acknowledged and to varying degrees approved of interracial sex. In 1834, Massachusetts became the first state in the US to allow for interracial marriage. In Canada, there have never been statutes for or against interracial marriage. Hence, the higher the latitude the more WF/BM unions one will encounter.

There is a central axiom in WF/BM sexual relations: Interracial sex involves more than the act of intercourse itself. Interracial sex is the ejaculation of semen from a Black penis inside the vagina of a white woman. Why is this crucial? The insemination of WF by BM is the union of chromosomes and bodily fluids. It is combining DNA. It is the most primal, intimate and pleasurable encounters between the races. Hence, the anxiety experienced by WM regarding /BM union. WF can produce both White and Black babies. The continued existence of the White race can only be secured by the "normal" union of WF/WM. With rare exceptions, WF/BM unions produce coloured children.

The sexual desire of BM for WF is actually an intense battleground in the war of the races. Deep down of social instinct lies the antipathy of BM towards WM. Hence the desire of BM to inseminate WF is a conscious desire to destroy the White race. For BM, WM is the White race. Correctly, WM feels threatened. His power, prestige and economic and social well-being are at stake. More fundamentally, WM feels less than "a man". He feels inferior to BM. It is precisely the reason why it is in the vital interests of WM to castrate BM. BM strikes back by inseminating WF. When WM sees WF/BM coupling, he feels inferior. When WM sees WF with a coloured child, he feels castrated.

What does WF think of this? There are many views by WF. Instinctively, WF despises WM. Yet she loves him dearly. He is her father and brothers. Most WF marry and bear the children of WM. Many WF do this because it is part of their social conditioning. Others do so because they lack intimate relations with BM and end up settling for what's available.

90% if WF in North America desire and/or fantasise about BM. The most common desire of WF for a mate is a "tall, dark and handsome" man. One 18 year old WF told me that her deepest fantasy was bananas and chocolate. Still, due to the manipulation by WM, WF learns to fear BM. WM tells WF that BM will sexually assault and rape WF. In the realm of sexual fantasy, WF desires aggressive or forced sex by BM. By virtue of their skin colour, WF are protected by White society. Society deems WF as the personification of beauty. WF knows that she is at the top of the Female hierarchy. However, WM still dominates WF sexually, socially and economically. The best WF can receive is the economic support and security of WM society.

However, many WF see this. They are aware of their exploitation by WM. WF resist in two distinct ways. The first is Lesbianism. They renounce WM while at the same time dropping all males. Lesbian WF are thus able to continue her allotted status of white skin privilege maintaining and perpetuating racism. The second way WF resists against WM is through IR union. WF will marry WM for economic security while asserting and exploring her sexuality freedom with BM. They do so to enhance their sex life. Instinctively, they know that they are betraying WM. Some hate their skin colour and desire to darken it via a Black penis. However, racist WF despise BM but still have intercourse with him. These WF believe that as Whites they are entitled to anything and everything. This includes Nigger Cock.

Yes White Supremacy can be compatible with IR sex! It has been true since the days of slavery and colonisation when WM inseminated and impregnated BF(this still happens today). WF on theother hand can hate BMN but still love Nigger Cock. A racist WF will go as far as marry and bear children by BM. WF exploit BM sexually and economically as WF by WM or BF by WM.

The more progressive and socially aware WF is attracted to BM out of pity and/or guilt. WF will offer her body as compensation to BM. Other similar minded WF consciously choose to betray their race and onlymate or marry BM. This type of WF will acknowledge her racial superiority and Black inferiority. They will view themselves as doing a favour to a sad unfortunate BM. The Black Penis washes away her whiteness. The Black Penis absorbs her guilt. The Black Penis becomes a tool of mental liberation. WF racist thoughts and actions (past, present and future) are erased by the Black Penis, (By the way, this is often the reason why WF experience frequent vaginal discharge and ejaculation in coitus with BM.) The best these WF can offer are apologies and actions of remorse. Hence, they believe that they are liberating BM from oppression. BM agrees.

The most progressive WF know knows that in reality she is equal to BM. She despises racism. She hates WM. She knows that only an alliance between WF/BM will bring about equality. To destroy the white race, WF bears the children of BM. WF wants nothing to do with WM. She proudly walks down the street with her coloured baby for full view. She says: "I am a race traitor." Still, she retains antipathy for BF/ Like WM who will marry and mate with BF while despising BM, WF hates BF due to competition.

What is at the core of BM desires? First off, BM hates BF because he came to become Black by BF. BM curses BF for being his mother. Every BM wished his mother were WF. Hence, the desire of BM for WF springs from a deep desire for a White mother. BM wants to return to the womb. BM needs WF genitalia in his need for maternal love. This is the necessity and dire importance for BM to inseminate and impregnate WF. Through impregnating WF, BM extends his desire for a White mother by turning WF into the mother of his children. For BM, WF vaginas are the gates to psychological liberation. BM sexuality is fulfilled. Once inside WF vagina, BM is no longer a Nigger. Yet at the same time, BM is conscious that he is "dirtying" WF. Through his semen, WF is reduced to White Nigger Bitch. This is the equality created. BM raises his status by reducing the status of WF. Both WF and BM know that insemination threatens the existence of the White race.

Naturally, the WF/BM dynamic is also one of ownership. Some BM want to own WF. Some WF want to be owned by BM. However, in the majority of cases, BM wants to be owned by WF. WF wants to own BM. In Montréal, this is becoming more obvious. More and more WF who have cracked the glass ceiling are no longer dependent upon WM for economic security. They have outwitted WM. The WF executive learns the WM game. She excels at it. On her way to the top, WF will have intercourse and date WM. Or WF will keep her IR encounters in secret. Once at the top and secure, the executive WF feel that by virtue of their colour and position that they are entitled to BM. For many executive WM, BM is a trophy catch. Others will marry BM as an act of social and political convince. They buy BM. They dress him up and make him a puppet. Executive WF owns BM. She owns his body, genes and colour. This is a dream come true for BM. The only concession in such relationships is that WF will let BM own her genitialia.

Why are there WF that are closed to all possibilities of sexual intimacy with BM? The answer lies with WM. From a early age, WF is bombarded with hatred and antipathy against BM by her father and brothers. When WM creates WF, he sees an economic and material investment. Not only will his daughter extend his racial /ethnic line but that of his sexuality. He expects her to grow up, marry and produce grandchildren. WM wants his grandchildren to look like him. With his sons, WM instils and passes racism, WM supremacy and ownership over everything. The son is taught that his mother belongs to his father. He will also be taught that his sister belongs to him. From father to son lives the philosophy that "I wouldn't want my daughter/sister to marry one.(BM)" WM ownership of his daughter and sister are endangered by BM. They believe that their family and ancestry can only be protected by a suitable WM. This cannot be understated. WF is indoctrinated into the belief that all love, marriage and children are only acceptable by another WM. WM fathers and brothers enforce this in two ways. Should WF dare to date BM, she is isolated from the only males she has known and loved. Sometimes the threat is dangerous. The father threatens to beat or kill his daughter should he ever get wind of any sexual liaison with BM. The brother will follow father with similar threats, including hurting or killing BM partner. Confronted by this WF comes to associate BM with fear and violence. Sexual intimacy and union with BM becomes synonymous with betrayal of family and values. BM is to be avoided.
The sexual danger felt by WM from BM becomes superimposed on her. WF also realises that Blacks are excluded from her life( neighbourhood, school and social life). Her girlfriends, having come from the same background, reinforce this with one another. Group conformity achieved. Racial unity is upheld. Tales of fiction are invented about BM and rape. BM becomes the face of sexual anxiety. This leads to fantasies about sexual assault and other "indecent perversities" involving BM/WF contact. I will give an example.

A BM is in a book shop using a public phone situated near or in-between the bathrooms. WF wants to relieve herself. WF vagina is under pressure to release poison. On her way to the bathroom, BM is standing using the phone. BM pays no attention to her. He may glance up to see who is coming. To him, it is only a woman. He is not even thinking of sex. He continues to talk on the phone. WF panics. Suddenly orgasm anxiety compounds the pressure already felt in the vagina for the held back urine. WF glances back at BMN on the phone. She is nervous. She releases the poison out of her yet the psychological poison remains. WF rushes over to the shop manage and states that BM on the phone had followed her into the ladies room. BM will be confronted when he finishes his conversation and walks through the shop. WF will be in hysterics. BM does not comprehend all the commotion. BM is asked to lave the store. Meanwhile, WF is convinced that a BM really followed her into the bathroom. She will relay this to all the WM she knows. Then she will repeatedly tell her WF girlfriends about how she was sexually assaulted by BM. Her WF girlfriends will be aroused and horrified at the same time. Their imagination of sexual assault has been confirmed by a friend. Then, one of the WF will have a similar story. This is the thing: These types of WF project their fantasies onto the few BM they ever encounter in close quarters. They are sexually aroused and paralysed into fear. Orgasmic anxiety. When BM does not respond according to
their expectations, then WF will imagine that they were sexually assaulted. Yes. These WF want to be sexually assaulted by BM! It makes no difference whether real or imaginary. Hence the WF is held in psychological and emotional bondage to WM.

When WF does break out of emotional and psychological bondage from WM, she enters into a nasty conflict with BF. BF feels insecure and has a total lack of self-esteem. BF watches helplessly and hopelessly as BM couples with WF. In the realm of sexual competition for BM, WF and BF are in a bitter struggle. BF resents WF. BF resents how WF takes BM. BF obscure and project her fears and imaginations of WF seducing BM. BF feels resentment how she is viewed as unattractive by BM. BF feels excluded. She is caught in a sexual/racial bind in a tight way. Unable to attract BM, she goes for WM. There are many pitfalls. WM views BF only as a sexual object. In his eyes, BF is a cheap prostitute. WM gets to ejaculate inside her. It is safe because her children will be Black. WM understands that marrying BF is going beneath his status. WM also has a vital responsibility to continue the White race. Marrying and reproducing with BF ultimately undermines his status. By producing more Blacks into society, WM threatens the social order of his privilege.

BF is out. If BF does find WM as a lover, she is attacked by BM. In a twisted perverse logic, it is reasonable and expected for BM to pair with WF but seen as a betrayal of the Black race should BF pair with WM. BM will argue that since WM has always had the right of access to BF since the days of slavery, it is wrong to continue that injustice. Thus BF has her sexuality negated by BM. BF is forced into the role as guardian and protector of the Black race. In essence BF is only entitled to BM. However, BM is entitled to WF. In a triangular alliance WM/WF/BM are against BF. With only BM as a sexual option, BF will relax her hair, don light coloured contact lens. All to no avail as BM would rather couple with and reproduce with WF.

BF has many theories about the state of affairs. The most common theory is that BM goes after WF because WF gives out sex more readily than BF. Still, BF can come to only one conclusion: BM hates BF because he hates his own race. Here is the common ground in the racial sexual war held by BF and WM. BM goes for WF because BF is no good. BM does not deny this. WF doesn't care because it gives her complete control. This simply reinforces WF superiority on the racial gender hierarchy. BM supports and affirms that WF is the top of womanhood. If BM and WM assent then it must be true. It must also be true that BF is rubbish at the bottom of the dung heap by both BM and WM definitive rejection of BF.

BF has two weapons at her disposal. She can use her emotional anger to shame BM for his scorn. She can call him a sell-out, Uncle Tom, self-hating black, etc. to win BM back. This approach validates BM claims that BF is bossy, nasty and unattractive. She simply becomes Mean Black Evil Bitch. BF cannot win back BM. After confronting this humiliating reality, BF can only lash out at WF. IF a BF has been sexually involved with BM and he goes for WF then BF goes into an emotional fit. BF will physically assault WF who has taken away BM from BF. This is the thing: Racial tension is strong between BM and WM. The tension between BF and WF is based on sexual competition. The majority of BM rarely if ever, have intimate encounters with WF. These are the inner city ghetto dwellers and rural porch monkeys. These men have very little choice other than union with BF. However, once BM has had sex with WF, he never respects BF or holds her in high esteem.

Let us return to the racial dynamics in BM/WF unions. Once BM has inseminated WF, he knows that he has created a WNB. BM is sensitive about the word Nigger. Only other Blacks may refer to him as Nigger in public. Should WM call BM a Nigger then BM feels hurt or becomes aggressive. However, should WF call BM a Nigger, he becomes sexually charged. When Whites use the word Nigger, it is a verbalisation of orgasm anxiety. BM will only accepted being called Nigger by WF. There are serious perils for WF. When BM is called Nigger by WF, he feels sexually aroused. He feels the charged and loaded word in his gonads. This is a green light for sexual union. Depending on his temperament, BM may sexually assault WF. BM will feel justified to violate WF for her verbal racial and sexual transgression. In less volatile and more intimate circumstances, the use of the word Nigger induces arousal during intercourse. Here is a following example of the erotic use of Nigger.

In bed together, BM will assert his sexual supremacy by referring to himself as a Nigger or Nigger Sex God. WF already aroused by Black skin on her and Black penis inside has heightened sexuality. WF will reply and affirm that BM is a Nigger. AS BM humps and thumps harder, WF will utter Nigger over and over . Each utterance of Nigger excites BM as it does WF. WF will experience multiple orgasms. WF will utter a maximum number of times Nigger until BM ejaculates inside her. As his Throbbing Black Cock pumps semen inside WF, they both understand the significance of the sexual encounter and the word Nigger. Moreover, WF knows that she has been filled by a Nigger. Both BM and WF knows that she has become a White Nigger Bitch.

How does WF live her life as a WNB in society? For newly inseminated WNB, she feels as if she is keeping a dirty secret. She is very conscious that she has BM sperm swimming inside her. WF knows no one suspects. Often, a WF sexually involved with BM does not take the relationship seriously. WF will have multiple BM sex partners without the emotional attachment or real personal involvement. WF does not have relationships or partners. No, she simply has BM to fuck her. Because WF does not seek a serious relationship with BM, she retains her privilege in society, As long as she doesn't become pregnant, WF is content to be WNB in secret. WF will walk out after a round of sex with Black semen still inside her. She feels exhilarated by the sex but it remains a secret.

I want to zero in on the attitudes of liberal/leftist WF regarding BM and IR sex. Most leftist WF are feminists. They are anti-sex and often anti-male. Though they speak of gender equality and women's liberation, they are still sexually repressed. They may speak out against racism but retain racist sentiments. They openly admit that they have white privilege. Since they are afraid of sex, they are afraid of BM. The leftist WF will debunk the theory of BM sexual superiority and the BM as sexual predator. Leftist WF will insist that there is nothing wrong about IR marriage and relationships between WF/BM. However, less than 1% of leftist WF ever have sex with BM. Leftist Whites rarely, if ever, have any friendships or other close contact with Blacks. White leftists exist only in White society. White leftists will socialise and congregate with one another but their circles are entirely white. Leftist WF will not have sex with BM simply because they do not want their friends to believe

They are fucking only for Black cock. Moreover, she detests BM. Leftist WF worries about ostracization from friends and family. Leftist/Feminist WF will rationalise their antipathy for BM. They believe that all or most BM are sexist. So WF will trade her racism for BM sexism. Indeed, WF who have frequent sex with BM tend to be apolitical or have centre-right politics. The leftist WF who does have sex with BM is the exception rather than the rule in WF/BM couplings.

The problem of racism is North American society is largely contributed by leftist WF. Their concerns of respectable sex and their negation of male sexuality excludes the BM threatens WF Feminists. Feminism demands liberty at the expense of BM. Feminism cannot exist without racism. Anti-racist rhetoric is thrown in as a fig leaf for progressiveness. WF oppression is the same as BM. In this sense that is correct. In practice, WF Feminists are White Supremacists. Feminism=WF Suprmeacy. Extreme left WF are identical to extreme right WF. Anarchist WF experience orgasm anxiety towards BM no less than Nazi WF. There is only one difference between the Anarchist and Nazi WF. The Anarchist WF wants nothing to do with BM but does not want BM to be exterminated while Nazi WF want all Niggers to be killed. What links both Nazi and Anarchist WF with BM is mutual hatred and contempt for BF. This is the thing: WF cannot be liberated without BM. The liberation of BM and WF lie with one another. There can never be an alliance between leftist WF and BM until leftist WF explore their trans racial sexuality. Until WF overcome their sex negation and orgasm anxiety, which is rooted and centered around BM sexuality, then they will forever be oppressed by WM.

Why is it that WF who are apolitical or centre-right are more likely to have IR sex? Why has the trend reversed over the past 35 leftist WF pairing up with leftist BM? The answer to the first question is obvious. Centre-right Whites want to instigate a "colour blind society". The reason for this push is so that centre-right WF can have guilt-free IR sex. This relates to the answer of the second question. There has been a switch in sexual politics in North America. The White Left in North America does not practice IR sex has it did 30 years ago. Meanwhile, the White Right has accepted IR sex as the salvation of White Supremacy. If centre-right WF have enough sex with BM then the Black race will become obedient. Centre-right WF becomes over-seer. There are more extreme but revealing examples of this.

There is a man named Bill Montell. He is the heir of Harvard Yard. He is part of a cult centred around Harvard. An elite secret society steeped in occult philosophies combined with scientific biology. During the school desegregation crisis during the 1970's, Bill Montell decided that Irish Catholicism had destroyed the spirit of Massachusetts Bay. Montell's ancestors decided to legalise interracial marriage. Bill Montell is the last of the Yankees in Massachusetts. He has two daughters named Sam and Leslie. Leslie is the eldest with Blond hair. Sam is younger with rd hair. Bill Montell decided to have his line mixed with Black blood. He did not want any run-in-the-mill low down Nigger no but the best BM in terms of blood, complexion and intelligence. He had influence at Harvard Medical School. He commissioned a secret experiment involving IR reproduction and genetics. Montell used his daughters in the experiment. Leslie had her tubes obstructed so that she could no longer be fertilised. Still, she was to get pregnant. Sam was to keep her ovaries. Montell wanted to use Sam to have sex with a BM who would fertilise her eggs. Once fertilised, the egg would b removed from Sam and inserted into the womb of Leslie. If successful, BM would pair with Sam. Each month, Sam would be fertilized. The eggs would be sold to select barren WASP WF. They would be mostly single WF unable to conceive or find a husband due to that. If they wanted, the BM who fertilised Sam's egg could fuck them after the fertilised egg had been implanted. Married WF could also be impregnated by Sam + BM fertilised egg if their husbands were impotent or had low perm counts. Some MWF would have sex with BM to have direct insemination. These women would be located all across New England except for the state of Connecticut. The goal of this was to produce a new master race. The offspring would be paired and bred with select WASP M and F throughout New England. These women will receive money by Montell and have his blood. The future elite of New England with have Black blood. The BM father will become rich and powerful. He will preside over the extermination and /or oppression of Blacks in New England. This is an example of right wing IR sexual politics. Right wing Whites understand something Leftist Whites fail to comprehend. WASP supremacy is fading. The only way to preserve it is through IR sex. Right wing WASP realise that they can't find their liberation without BM.

So why haven't leftist WF used BM the same way as ring wing WG? The answer is that leftist WF have a mortal fear of BM semen. Right wing WF know how to obtain BM semen without insemination of WF genitalia. Her is another example.

A young WF of German descent is a Nazi. She joins the police forces as an elite member. She is cultured and educated enough o be around BM. She abhors the notion of WF/B< in coitus. She would not soil her Aryan pussy with Black Cock and semen. Still, she desires BM cock. As a Nazi, she believes in the extermination of Blacks, in particular the BM. As a progressive Nazi, she knows the only way to exterminate Blacks is to prevent them from reproducing. She would sterilise BF. She retains BM as slave. She simply controls BM need for WF pussy. She retains BM need for sexual stimulation by WF. Nazi WF engages in fellatio with BM. Nazi WF swallows BM semen. She enjoys the taste of BM seed. It is harmless in WF mouth. Nazi WF gets the sexual need for BM cock without compromising her genetic integrity. At the same time, BM is unable to reproduce but is able to get sex with WF. Hence since the Nazi places priority on genetic purity, she understands that IR sexual activity is permissible while pursuing the extermination of the race she is sucking. Nazi WF are more scientific and rational in their racialist theories.

The Leftist WF fears that BM genitalia and semen anywhere on her body will threaten her racial purity. Leftist WF believe that the only way to erase their whiteness is intellectually. Leftist WF often perpetuate racism against BM. She is caught in the tension of her own contradictions. Her social racism makes her afraid of BM sexuality. Her frail intellectual denial of racism makes her mentally unstable. Suppose that BM really does sexually assault her. Where can her intellectual denial of racism hold up against that possibility. Her Left wing racism kicks in the debunking of the myth of BM sexuality. As a leftist she rejects union with BM because she sexual desire would objectify BM. Leftist WF consciously rejects all sexual possibilities with BM. Leftist WF will argue that there is nothing wrong with IR sex and union but will the most part abstain from it themselves.

Let me sight an example of typical Leftist WF outlook on racial minorities and cultures. Leftist WF will rail against racism and the exclusion of cultural minorities, Yet she will sight examples of dominant White cultural approbation from minority culture. She will call for separation against WM. Yet, she believes that minorities need to be protected from mingling or marriage with Whites. To preserve racial minorities, they should mingle and have the "right" to mingle with themselves without Whites. Leftist WF is duped by Leftist WM into supporting the segregation and intimacy between races.

Conclusion
Nigger is a beautiful thing if you are a sexually ravenous white woman. When a white woman desires a good fuck then Nigger is a beautiful thing. When a white woman insists on having a black cock pumping semen inside her mouth and cunt then Nigger is a beautiful thing. When a white woman calls her Black lover Nigger until he ejaculates inside , then Nigger is a beautiful thing. When a white woman has pure blood and genes and desires to have a Black baby then Nigger is a beautiful thing. When a Black man desires sexual union with a white woman then Nigger is a beautiful thing. When a Black man impregnates a white woman then Nigger is a beautiful thing. When a white woman is a bigoted racist and hates the Black man then Nigger is a beautiful thing. When a Black woman calls a Black man "Nigger" then Nigger is not a beautiful thing. When Blacks call each other Nigger in front of whites then Nigger is not a beautiful thing. When a white man uses the word "nigger" then Niggeris not a beautiful thing.

Nigger is a beautiful thing between white women and black men.

Nigger is not a beautiful thing between Black women and Black men.

Nigger is not a beautiful thing between Blacks.

Nigger is not a beautiful thing between Black men and white men

4/30/2007 - Liz Lookalike....

Okay, no digital camera here, though I'm planning on getting one just as soon as I dump the rotary phone. Honest.

Even so, wanted to share this pic of the CLOSEST lookalike to my beloved Liz that I've ever seen out here. Liz is a bit skinnier, cheekbones a bit tighter, and yeah, a few more wrinkles.

But this is pretty damn close......

Enjoy.

4/30/2007 - Wedding pictures.....random musings....

"Girls with asses like mine, don't talk to boys with faces like yours....."

Just heard this crack coming from some goofy Amanda Bynes tween-teen movie playing in the background.

Actually, think I've heard that once or twice in real life; or variations of such.

The above picture is something like the wedding pictures I'd envision, if I ever married a BCS. Juggling fantasy with reality is of course an issue, but imagine a pic like this hanging over the mantel of your home. Too fucking hot....

My coworker Simon remains a total fucking moron at times. Kate The Superboss showed up for work yesterday with a CAST on her wrist. Now, we've all worked with the occasional asshole boss, and I'm by NO means a fan of Kate the Supermoose.

But once in a while, one NEEDS to kiss the occasional ass and brownnose one's boss.

"Whoa, hey Kate, what happened to your wrist?" I asked sympathetically, if not altogether that concerned.

"I broke a bone somehow" she grunted. But she was taken by my concern, at least.

"How'd ya do that? Climbing the Empire State Building?" Simon snorts, elbowing me in the ribs and erasing any chance of lukewarm feelings might have towards me as an employee.

"Okay smartass" Kate grunts, and that was that.

Simon gets a laugh.

Yours truly gets lumped in with Simon, and we get assigned a SHITLOAD of work to do.

Moron.

Saw an actual IR couple this morning at a convenience store, buying my morning paper and aspirin. Dude was pretty good looking. Bomber jacket. Sunglasses. Gal had short red hair, sort of spiked and looked like a Sheena Easton type. Little porky, but she had an awesome tattoo of a leopard showcased nicely by a sleeveless black shirt.

I smiled and nodded them ahead of me in line, while pretending to look at some stuff.

It's the little things......

I have $16 in my pocket until Thursday payday.

But a 7/8ths full bottle of Tequilla.

And a blender..........

4/30/2007 - Blather.....

Just thinking, there must be dozens of synonyms for "being drunk".

shitfaced

faced

cooked

cranked

shitty

tanked

torched

bombed

wasted

buzzed

two sheets to the wind

blitzed

feeling no pain

feeling good

baked

pie eyed

hammered

cocked

crocked

wrecked

blotto

Hmmm.

I'm gonna work on some right now....

4/29/2007 - Liz' Funny Story

Relationship aside, there's times when my galpal Liz brings me home some pretty funny tale. Here's one I got yesterday.....

As you know, Liz is an assistant manager at a fast food joint. Tragically, the place had to shitcan a kid last Thursday. Fired. You-don't-work-here-anymore.

Kid had perfomance issues, lousy attendance and had to be let go.

It happens.

Yesterday (Saturday) the kid comes in for his last paycheck. It's only been 2 days since he was fired, so naturally, the home office or whatever hasn't had time to cut the kid his check. He actually doesn't get it until the following week, is how it works in accounting.

I mean what the fuck, it's a fucking burger joint, ya know?

Well yesterday the kid gets told he's gotta wait a week for his dough. He slinks out and that's that.

Except he comes back in five minutes, and this time he's got his mother in tow. She is a very large black woman. (Liz says the lady is 280 pounds, easy).

She is also a very LOUD woman, who insists upon her scrawny 16 year old fuckup kid getting paid "RIGHT NOW!"

Liz and her crack assistant management team explain to the lady that's not how businesses work; that the kid has to wait a week to get paid.

"We ain't fucking leaving here until he gets paid" Big Mama insists. "You all had no business firing him in the first place!"

They explain again.

She insists again.

Big Mama drapes herself across the counter, where she blocks out the sun and starts yapping to a few customers in line about this "shit place".

They ask her to leave.

"I'll leave when my baby gets his money" she smiles, and starts pulling out NAPKINS from a dispenser, one by one, and tossing them about with flair.

Give the broad points for tenacity.

Alas, the local police are called in. Big Mama pleads her case. They ask her to leave, and thankfully, she does, but not after extracting a promise from poor Liz and her associates that "her baby" will receive his final paycheck this coming Friday by 4:00 p.m.

Hoo boy, I can't wait......

4/29/2007 - 10 Reasons Why Spring Should Run For President

10) Is an automatic upgrade over the current one.

9) Obama's consolation prize? Take a guess!

8) Prettier than Hillary. Smarter than Mitt.

7) Two words: Urban Renewal

6) Air Force One pimped out!

5) Her innovative "No Brother Left Behind" program

4) Reparations, reparations, reparations!

3) Be funny to watch "The 700 Club" the day after.

2) $400,000 a year salary. Do the math.

1) She needs a break from shooting vids!

4/28/2007 - Saturday Night Update

Well, it's Saturday night, and here's another Whiteboy update.

I am almost out of rum, and too tired to get more.

Sigh.

My relationship with Liz is not doing well. Now, a reasonable person would deduce that my interests in booze, interracial porn and black dudes in general probably has something to do with that.

But reason and me are not friendly.

I am a master rationalizer, preferring instead to blame Liz herself. She is being more sancimonious than ever thesedays. Better than me, I suppose, and that's downright funny coming from a broad who drinks as much as she.

Got a VERY pleasant email from Princess Barbie Cummings earlier, thanking me for mentioning her. Trust me all, this lady is the real deal, and a major talent in the industry.

But alas, my heart belongs to Spring.

I'm hoping to convince Spring to do an interview for this blog, but time will tell. Glancing through some files I have and there's like 400 pics of her I've got floating around. If I had to guess, I'd say I've probably stroked to her at least 500 times. Yeesh, that's pretty lame.

But the thing is, thesedays I'd rather spend a night watching Spring or some lesser IR talent take a black pounding than sit at a bar, listening to Liz's bullshit lectures and pontificating.

"We should talk more" she says.

"I'd like you to fuck black dudes" I want to say.

You see? It's pointless!

And while I'm on the subject of drunken confessions, here's another one. I've used gloryholes before. Porno store nearby, maybe 25 minutes away, might be the last one in the fucking state with actual peep shows and a few have gloryholes bored out between the stalls.

I've dumped my share of loads there, sure. You can usually find a decent IR loop running on one of the video channels in there, and that's what I do; I get going, put my dick through the hole, and let God-Knows-Who suck me off.

I've done more, but damnit, this is my blog and I'm tired and not gonna say anymore tonight.....

And yes, it's STILL Liz's fault our relationship sucks, ha ha.

Oh Jesus.......

4/28/2007 - Spring Flavor, Just In Time......

4/28/2007 - Spring Thomas Ideas......#2

Kicking around a few ideas for Spring showcases......

First, I'd love to see more "behind the scenes" stuff, in general. I mean, not necessarily in a sexual setting. Spring at a drive thru getting burgers, or chilling out with some pals, or chatting on the phone; all would be pretty interesting to us Spring "junkies" out here.

Spring has a fantastic personality that just oozes out of her scenes. It's the sort of brassiness that probably first hooked me on her work a few years back, but that's not all, ya know?

I mean look, I know there's a certain amount of "creative license" taken with porn personalities. Back in my early 20's I actually lived with a professional dominatrix, so I'm a tad familiar with the backscene workings of the adult entertainment biz.

All I'm saying is that not a lot of that sometimes "fakeness" can ever be seen with Spring. She ain't reading cue cards and stumbling through bad acting by any stretch of imagination, so I think she's a damn good actress at least; and just maybe an overwhelming personality at best!

This dude's personal faves are when Spring is humiliating some doughy white schmuck-cuck like me. LOL, living vicariously I suppose. She carries off these scenes wonderfully.

I know the whole gloryhole thing has been done to tears, but Spring could turn a fucking trip to the dentist into a showcase, for crissakes.

What I'd like to see is a few cocks lined up in gloryholes. Group em close, and put one big fat black one next to 2 or three lame white ones. Spring ignores the white ones, does her thing, and leaves the white ones high and dry.

Too funny.

4/27/2007 -

4/27/2007 - The Brawl Down The Hall

Interacted with the police today; not by choice, but don't worry, I'm not making this entry from a holding cell.

There's a couple who live down the hall. I think every apartment complex has one. She's a beefy bleach-blonde with tattoos. He's scrawny and perpetually in need of a shave. There's a young boy living there too. He's a bratty sort of 7 year old, I'd say. Always looks like he needs a bath.

You get the picture.

This trio hosts a wrestling night about every 3 weeks or so. There's yelling, slamming doors, the occasional broken glass and visit from the local constabulatory.

This afternoon was a matinee. Near as I can figure, the beef broke out in the parking lot. I heard yelling, a few choice curse words and when I looked out my apartment window, I saw it play out.

The beefy blonde was in the driver's seat of their car. Scrawny dude was half in and half out, trying to pull her out. The car was backing out, and moving pretty good. That is, until it hit the fucking trash dumpster across the way.

BANG!

Glass, metal and some yelling. Dude is cradling his arm and wiping his mouth where it looks like he may have lost one of his remaining 8 teeth. The blonde is out of the car too now, throwing her cellphone at the dude and sobbing "MY fucking car!"

The car is in bad shape, with a caved in wheel well, but the blonde insists on trying to drive it away. Screeching. The dude snaps off a windshield wiper and waves it like Darth Vader.

Fucking comical, I swear.

Police arrive and by now, me and a couple other residents are outside too, checking our own vehicles and just enjoying the show. The little brat is now sobbing and yelling at his father; the guy cradling his arm.

Ah, the American family unit.

Bliss.

Who needs the fucking suburbs when you got all this free entertainment?

4/27/2007 - Holy shit, it's nearly 2:00 a.m....

Wow, cannot fucking sleep.

For some reason or other I am sitting here, thinking in an awfully serious vein about my life, my job, my relationships, and my space in this whole universe.

Fuck, why me?

This is perhaps a touch too much booze talking, and for that I apologize folks, but all is not always cherries and cream here at the Church Of Spring Thomas....

Depressed? Perhaps. But fear not, I will survive.

I blog daily about my crush on a pornstar who screws black dudes.

And other girls with the same talents.

My girlfriend is rapidly approaching shrew status, even though she's closer in age to collecting Social Security than she is to my age. I think about calling it quits with her, except for the fact that I'm not fond of being alone, and she just happens to spread her legs twice a week for me.

My job sucks.

I drink too much.

I eat a pizza and I jiggle for a fucking week.

My family thinks I'm a loser. The 30-something cupcake who lives across the hall from me thinks I'm a loser too. She always gives me that hairy eyeball look when we pass or chat idly in the laundry room. She's terrified I'm gonna ask her out I think.

In just a few hours I will drag myself to a diner I frequent, eat scrambled eggs and 4 slices of toast with apple jelly, and try to read the paper while a trio of old dudes argue nearby. I stumbled into a chat of theirs almost a year ago, and now they think I'm their buddy.

The waitress thinks I'm a loser too, I believe. She's a tired-looking Russian broad with bleached blonde hair and a few too many miles on her. Great eyes though. You can tell, she was a fucking knockout, probably in the late 1980's or so. We talk sometimes and maybe I could ask her out.

But if I get shot down, I'd pretty much OFFICIALLY be a loser, right?

And through all this fucking fog, I wonder what Spring Thomas is doing? If my infatuation for her is something within myself?

Or one of the princesses.

Is Lexi Mathews curled up watching TV right now?

Is Barbie Cummings in bed with a lover?

But more importantly,

Am i going to run out of Kahlua?

4/27/2007 - #2 IR Princess.......Barbie Cummings

Joining Goddess Spring Thomas (and previous Princess selection Lexi Mathews) at the pinnacle of honor here at The Church is the beautiful Barbie Cummings.

Is this a personal sort of Hall Of Fame thing?

I guess so.

Barbie Cummings is on the high end of the prettiness factor when it comes to IR actresses. And I'm not just saying that because as I write this I happen to have a few cocktails in me either.

This girl is fucking SMOKING!

But you know there's a pair of things that really elevates her work to legend status at this address at least.

First, she's an absolute LOVER of her work. Don't think I've seen a clip yet where she hasn't brought 150% to a shoot. Honestly.

Secondly, Barbie happens to have the BEST blog of any adult starlet I've had the privilege to read. Her words hit you right between the eyes, and they are not your atypical jizz-biz fare, by a long shot. This Princess leaves her fucking SOUL on the set when she shoots, and it's also left in the words she writes.

There's no mailing it in with Barbie.

Ever.

And that, dear friends, is why she is now officially a PRINCESS in the Church of Spring Thomas........

Check out her blog:

www. BarbieCummings.com

4/26/2007 - What The Hell Can I Do???

What's a guy to do?

I mean, an unsung part of the IR porn that we all love out here is the black dudes who lay the pipe. Look at these 2 fucking Gods.

I mean, realistically, what's a schmuck like me supposed to do? How can I honestly compete with black guys like this?

Could I honestly complain if a gal I liked looked at 2 wrecking balls like this pair and said "Damn, I'd like to try that ride!"

What do I offer a babe?

A witty chat over dinner?

Social Security benefits when I die, prematurely I suppose?

Good TV remote skills?

I mean sweet Jesus, why even bother, is what I figure.

Thank God for Black Cock sluts, sure.

But thank God for the stallions like these too........

4/26/2007 - Two Days Gone.....

I'm back.

Ya know, when I started this fucking blog, I swore I was gonna stay faithful and all, build up a good quality readership, and be loyal to THEM as well as my beloved Spring Thomas.

But ah fuck, life intercedes from time to time.

I apologize.

Had a family issue come up that had to be dealt with. That, coupled with my nearly tri-weekly (that's 3 times a week) need to numb my brain with alcohol prevented me from blogging the past few days.

So, an update.....

First of all, my job sucks. Well, most of the time. I'm a classic under-achiever, and as always, I find myself in a job that I deserve, but am more than likely over-qualified for. Driving a forklift. Lugging boxes. Nights.

Ah well, it pays the bills.

But there are times when it rewards and is pretty goddamned funny too. Like earlier this week. A small crew of us is unloading a truck, and midnight rolls around and it's time for a break.

My best bud at this dump is a guy I'll call Simon. Simon is a vet, like me. Simon likes to drink, like me. But the differance is that Simon likes to bring a little something to work that he can occasionally nip upon.

A fucking goatskin, with Schnapps, I kid you not.

Our boss is a hairy-lipped amazon named Kate, who has arms like my legs and legs like a gorilla. Shit breaks out, it's gonna take Simon and me and maybe another dude to get this broad down. I swear, she's a load.

Simon's stupid little goatskin breaks, and the whole goddamned little office off of the loading dock we call home starts smelling to high heaven like Peppermint Schnapps.

We're on the clock. And here comes Kate The Gorilla.

She sniffs, and eventually plucks the damn thing out from behind a filing cabinet where Simon the Schmuck tossed it.

"Whose is this?"

We shrug. A scrawny little temp worker of Asian descent slinks away. Simon and me sort of nod his way, but Kate ain't buying it.

"I should walk you two fucking losers out of here right now" she grunts.

Unemployment sucks, and I have no desire to join their ranks just yet, with summer fast approaching.

We're gonna get the axe, I can feel it, when Simon opens his Peppermint laced mouth and semi-slurs "Ah, but if you do that Kate baby, whose gonna unload the 3 fucking trucks waiting out there?"

I'm horrified, and mentally calculating my ability to pay rent on no paycheck.

Kate can't help it and chuckles a bit. There IS humanity there afterall. She tosses the goatskin away and says "Fucking drunks" and walks away.

The axe never falls.

I remain gainfully employed.

Simon is too, though I nearly punched him in the face for his efforts to make me homeless.

Life......