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3:44 PM, Thursday, October 25, 2007
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So, here I am starting blogging again. Just to jump right into it, I will start by saying I am utterly frustratred, disheartened, and dissapointed in myself. I feel a fucking mess. No where near any of the things I want to achieve, and so many obstacles and problems in the way. I keep running into the same traps, over and over again. Somewhere, this has got to stop.I can see WHERE I need to be, and I can see a path leading to that, but I cannot seem to find the courage/determination/contentedness to take the path, and make even at least the first few turns. I have cautiously only taken a wary and aprehensive small walk halfway down the street...only to return back to the house, and walk the same distance again the next day (maybe a couple of metres further), of course. Only content, and satisfied with what I know, because it's safe, and not going into the 'unknown' since it's potentially risky. But, to no alas, I am staying positive, and I do have the opportunities I need to make the changes I need to make, and walk the path even further, so to speak. Wow, mozilla firefox is being spazzy. I might have to close it soon. But anyhow. I think next entry, I am going to write a list of what I want to change and need to change to get to where I want to be. I will also be looking at the obstacles, plateaus, and possible solutions to them, and come up with organized strategies to deal with all these things accordingly. I'd like to blog a lot more often now. Perhaps at least every day. Especially, and specfically to improve my writing skills, but it'd also be nice to look back on all this and see how much progress I have made. For now, I will leave it at that. Peace, Dom Leave a Comment |
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