**Carpe Diem**
• 5/29/2006 - Single Life
| Well, now I'm single. Just had a long talk with Derek and we are no longer together. Things haven't been going well for too long and I can't take anymore of it. So, after 4 long years...I am finally done. I'm getting a new apt. sometime this month and will start to move my stuff in gradually...I just don't want D to do something he will regret. Sometimes I worry about what he will do. I hope he does well and can move on cuz I know that I am ready to. It was not a healthy relationship in any sense of the tone. He abused me physically and verbally and prolly mentally as well. I am not his mother and he shouldn't treat me like I am. I am not his maid so he shouldn't treat me like I am...Is this too hard for him to understand? Plus he works third shift completely opposite me and what am I supposed to do??? Sit at home by myself every night, stare at the TV and wait for him to come home? I don't think so...I need a life. So...I am happy right now because I am done with the bs, I hope. More later... |
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