Hey Bloggers, it's about 10 past 1 at night and I thought I'd give you todays doseage of my life.

Well today I went to this other city to visit some family, well actually to shop, because there is nothing descent in the shit hole that is my home town. Well anyway ...

Don't you hate when family go on holiday and buy you all these crappy souvineirs that they think are great and you're like 'Oh yay... another piece of crap to take up space in my waste bin!'

Well any how, this year I didn't get any shit gifts probably due to my past history of shamless complaints. WHAT A DISAPOINTMENT!

well I got like a t-shirt and like some other crappy thing which I'm not quite sure whether I should be wearing or sweeping the floor with.

Though I have complaned my day hasn't actually been that bad.

I have now decided that starting college doesn't really bother me that much if anything I'm now quite looking forward to it. Life's funny like that, the way a circumstance can change your whole view on things.

For the past couple of days I have been really missing my Mum, I know this may like a random topic, but it only just occured to me how much, everytime I think I should call her I put it off and then just hope her motherly intuition will help her feel that I need her right now.

I live thousands of miles away from all the people I love, and sometimes I wonder if there is a written purpose for that, but i suppose that's just the way things are.

I'm wondering for what to talk about next but I can't think, and my cousins just lying there looking at me as though think 'take your time...'  

Have any of you realised how easy it is in life to forget and let go without even realising what is going on till it's to late and you think to yourself 'If only I had noticed...I could have changed it' but when circumstances fly by it's to late to change anything and then you live in remorse for the rest of your life or at least till you get over it and move on, but if not your sentenced to a life of misery and regret.

And YES I know I blwing this out of proportion but it's late and I ramble crap when I'm tired I talk about random misdirected thoughts in my head.

I gonna go because my cousin want to Blog for herself and she's getting impatient so I'll love you and leave you.

xxxXXXxxx