I just realised I 'm not the only disfuntional one of my friends, today I had a really good chat with a group of some of the most amazing people I have ever met and not only are they amazing each ande every one of them is soo genuine and all of them have these amazingly beautiful souls. Each one of them had their own stories to tell and some were sadder than other but some how we all connected and there that significant bond between each and everyone of us which just fills my heart, even though a couple of them were friends I'de know from before it felt as though I had met totally new and fresh people who even though they've had struggle in their lives can appreciate what they have. But I only wish I could be more like that, I have promised myself that I am going to try and make an effort with life now and I'm going to try and be happy, not only for myself but also for these brilliant people and but also others which I love.

I think that things possibly looking up for me and if not it's ok because  I'll just go with flow and I know things will get me down but I'm gonna have stick it out.

I probably have had it worse than all the others in group (we all decided this) But I appreciate the struggle I've been through because it has got me to where I am now.

And I probably am a stronger person and now I know what I want and I might be looking for. (I know this all sounds like a stupid cliche, but sometimes that is what life is like, it's all one big cliche)

I'll blog soon...

Huda xXx