| Things in life life are ok, in fact they are gud but I cant help feeling down alot of the time. I know that tehse feelings are all derived from those few ppl who are there to make things just that little harder, to descretly put you back in your place, when you think things are looking up they tell you 'No'. TRhese ppl don't phisically do anything, its all in the little passive things they do, they the little things that you know are ment for u, and they slowy and quietly rip you to shredds. Self-Realization ive been thinking alot over like the past few weeks, i realised that anyone can get past all of this stuff or any problems in their life, and can get what they want from life and be happy all the time. that sounds kind of unbelivable being as it seems like we have no power over our life, but its true and its amazing, you just have to decide that you want to take control. Here are some random things i decided im gonna do; im never gonna lie ever, im gonna make sure i know everything i want from life and make sure im doing what i can to get it, im never gonna get married even tho i want to, im gonna make sure i know every problem im my life and then resol ve to fix it and other stuff but i cant remember. im just gonna start paying attention to everything in my life. i know things will get better. you just have to look at everything as a whole. i also realised that everything you do, should be dedicated towards an ultimate spiritual awakening or whatever u want to call it (enlightenment, bodhi, nirvana, self-realization, inner peace, being one with god etc.) it sounds weird, well to most ppl anyway, but everything is to do with sprituality, thats what life is about, its just hard to see it past all this physical matter. To me the goul is Self-realization. another thing i realized: anything is possible. i know that statement sounds radical, but its really true and i understand it now, i have read about spritual ppl who could fly, and materialise objects and other things that seem impossible,but now i know that its true, but it sounds crazy,because nearly everyone places limitations on things, but in reality if u embrace spirit u can do anything. I'm not trying to say that if we all wqanted to, we could let go of these limitation and fly of building and stuff cus taht wud just be absurd, the point I'm trying to make is that we create our limiations, we hold ourselves back, we create these boundries, but we think that they are just boundries of life, everything we do is dictated by these and we can never b truly happy till we understand which boundries are really neccessary. If we never figure that out we will be settling for so much less. This is just soo difficult to explain I know what I wanna say but its hard. |
