The past 3 days at work has been really busy. With one of the Client's event launch next week, 24 hours a day doesn't seem enough. Not to mention it's now at the end of the year, and with the 2 days holiday next week- everything needs to be done and approved like, now now now!!

I'm poofed. Seriously am. But i'm not complaining, i mean, i have already expected things to be like this and am already used to the usual deadlines, being patient with Client's funny and unreasonable demands and questions. It's kinda fun, actually.. when work ends (technically) at 6PM, and the office quiets down a little, colleagues and i will sit and gossip and bitch about how ridiculous and stubborn our Clients behaved today. You know, the gossip updates.

With New Year's Eve just 2 days away, I'm kinda excited yet a little sad and surprised that this year is going to end like this. I never expected it to end this way. Why, i expected my year 2006 to end with me getting hooked with a guy that has Brad Pitt's looks, Rain's hot body and Cuba Gooding Jr.'s fabulous smile. But of course, that never happened. In fact, it was far from it. I didn't even get hooked up with anyone. Not anyone.

Amazingly, i'm not sad. I'm not frustrated or anything. Just somehow, i feel a little lonely inside. Seeing my friends being happy with their partners, i feel a little... abandoned? I love being single. I love my independence too much to lose it once again just for someone. But i know i have to be honest with myself and admit that i do feel hurt once in a while, especially when i'm dead bored at home and having no plans to go out with my friends coz they're with their partners. Jealousy perhaps.

Oh God..i don't know. Guess i just have to take something and lose another thing. Independence or love? Few months back and i would have chosen my independence without having a second thought.

Now...? I don't know..