Sometimes i wonder if all men think alike. Maybe when they were born, God inserted this little magnetic chip inside their head. Of course, this magnetic chip causes all men to SUCK at expressing their feelings.

With this little magnetic chip, men all around the world are able to manipulate, cheat, lie, and snake their way though and out from problems.We never realize that all men are the same, because since young, God inserted this magnetic chip inside our heads to BRAINWASH us that NOT ALL MEN ARE THE SAME.

Thus, this causes us women to keep forgiving men and eating in all ther lame excuses, thinking, "Not all men are the same. He's for real this time. He's changed."

Bullshit.

Friday night, after the Client's event at KL Hilton (which by the way was sooooo incredibly fun ad exciting and so grown up!!) I was on the way home when he called. And he was drunk and he said he has 'nobody' and he wants to see me and he's so fucking drunk and everything.

I was like..."He's lying. He just wants to play with your feelings. All he wants is SEX." I then can imagine myself as a supermarket scanner, old and grey ans still alone. SO then with every courage i have left inside me, i said "Ok..come over, and we'll talk things through okay?"

Then he said he'll be at my place about 3.30. So, i wated and waited...and waited... and the mother fucking bastard never showed up!!! I freaked out at first, i was so worried if he had an accident, or he got stopped by a police or something!! Even imagined he got kidnapped by a bunch of horny aliens!!

I waited and waited till like 5AM, tried calling him a million times!! Left like 10,000 voice mails coz that FUCKER turned off his phone.

Until today, tat bastard still hasn't called me, or even had the decency to let me know he's ok, or that he's sorry. Or watever shit. But he's okay. He's doing fine. In fact, he's doing great. He's online now. MSN. Probably flirting with some girls trying to get them to have an one night stand with him, that son of a bitch.

I think, he only called me and said how much he needs me and all those shit just to see if i would say yes. That loser!!

I really wish some horny aliens will kidnap him.